John 3:30 " He must increase while I must decrease."
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Willing To Be Used By God
Not just the highlight reels.. Real, raw, no makeup , unfiltered…
So today at church our Pastor talked about being willing to be used by God, it’s funny how I often have a topic in my head and then the Pastor talks about it on Sunday mornings .
A lot of times we don’t feel good enough , smart enough or eloquent enough to think God can use us..
most times we show everyone just the highlight reels of our lives .. a lot of times everyone thinks you have no problems , no struggles , no hard times.. but nobody’s life is perfect and I’m here to tell you it’s simply not true . I usually don’t post the bad stuff , not because it’s not true it’s just because I focus on the good and the things I’m grateful for.
We all have things in our life that make us feel unworthy or broken.. but it’s how you deal with those things, is what matters the most !
Many may not know but years ago I was in a near fatal car accident , I almost died on my moms birthday. I had major trauma … I broke my back, lost my right kidney, broke my ankle , broke my shoulder ( plate and pins) and lost 25% of my intestines.. they said if/when I recovered ,I may not be able to have children! That was my hearts desire to always be a mom! So after a whole year and 7 surgeries later I got the go ahead to try for a baby. I struggled with infertility for a year and finally got pregnant for Michael, I had a decent pregnancy and he was in a big hurry. He came fast and furious, no time for drugs and he was born within 45 minutes of being at the hospital. Then I struggled for 2.5 more years to get pregnant again, only to lose that baby… it took me another 1.5 years to get pregnant for baby 3 ( that was a girl ) and I lost her too… a few years later I got pregnant for Matthew that wasn’t an easy pregnancy , I ended up having to deliver him a little early by c section, he was in the NICU for 5 days my poor precious baby. He was struggling , missing milestones and after many dr appts and tests they determined he had cerebral palsy. We went through many years of therapies , surgeries, and appointments … to where he was finally thriving and on his way… I knew even when I didn’t understand , God doesn’t make accidents, God was in control and God had a plan…
I went on to have a painful divorce .. which I hate talking about because John and I are good friends now and talk every day! and as most of you know most recently I had to say goodbye to the first man I ever loved… my Dad was my hero, my strength, my biggest supporter.. but at the end of the day, I say all this to say, everyone has bad things in their lives , everyone struggles and if you are willing God can use even the most broken for His glory and His Kingdom’ xoxo Tracy Lester Bove Myslivwiec
"It has been God steering the wheel in my life, I got to think of how faithful he has been and i felt his Grace is still sufficient. In 2015 while on my way home from school after successfully completing my bachelor degree in education I almost lost my life through road accident, the car that i was in plunged into a deep valley and rolled down the valley, all the occupants in the car except me perished. I got out of the place with minor injuries, i found myself in the hospital after regaining my senses only to be told that i had no serious injury.
In the year 2021 we lost our grandmother back in the village and because my family was staying in town, we planned to travel home as a family to attend her funeral, all was set for the journey home, we decided to use a private means that was to take all of us home, i woken up very early in the morning, prepared myself for the journey together with the rest of my family members.
To date i still can't recall how things went on, how i missed to be in the car that the rest of my family members were in, i can't tell where my niece who was not part of the program came from and took my seat. It was sad that God had to spare my life and let my niece perished on my behalf together with my entire family. It has been a journey of tears, it has been a journey of struggling, it has been s journey of getting to convince young children the whereabouts of their parents but God has always been faithful, a journey of proving to fit in the shoes of their parents. I have all the reasons to serve God because i have seen him come through in my life. He has been faithful to me.'
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